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Blood-Red
02:50
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I lie down in bed
Bathing in the forlorn blue light
Held on by a thread
Debating what's wrong or right
I have time to waste
So why do I haste
I guess it's just a trace
To my fallen grace
I know it's just in my head
But it feels like my eyes will bleed blood-red
My own knives cut my condemned
Now it feels like my heart will beat blood-red
I lie down in bed
Bathing in some rich depressants
Cut loose by a thread
This is not at all what I meant
I have time to waste
So why would I haste
I guess it's just a trace
To my fallen grace
This fear gives me no mercy
My mind isn't free
Lay me to rest
In a grave unblessed
I know it's just in my head
But it feels like my eyes will bleed blood-red
My own knives cut my condemned
Now it feels like my heart will beat blood-red
Beat blood-red
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I Have You
02:46
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Pain you know how I feel
Cutting through like cold hard steel
Rip into my flesh
Tell me something I'll never forget
Judgement day kills the weak where they lay
One last yell, sound the death knell
Fall alone through the abyss
Hit the rocks with a kiss
Tear through skin and through sin
Lie shattered, blood splattered
Calls to the skies unanswered
Not even a small whisper
Look into my eyes I'm alone
Behind them an empty throne
Judgement day kills the weak where they lay
One last yell, sound the death knell
Fall alone through the abyss
Hit the rocks with a kiss
Tear through skin and through sin
Lie shattered, blood splattered
But despite it all
I have you
You take away the pain
I have you
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Someday
02:19
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Feel the air cut like shards of ice
It's only fair to pay the price
Maybe someday we'll find a home
Maybe someday we won't be alone
Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here clothed in fear
Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here shedding tears
Slink back into your mess
Take this chance to acquiesce
Trapped in the dark
The pale moon shines
Blood runs black as my bones start to crack
Maybe someday we'll find a home
Maybe someday we won't be alone
Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here clothed in fear
Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here shedding tears
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4. |
Felt Like
03:06
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Felt like I was gonna crash so I wrote a song
Made my feelings clash, do you know what's wrong?
Felt like I was gonna crash, made my feelings clash
The pounding of the strings
Makes my eardrums ring
I know you can hear
Do you know why there's tears?
What I am, who I am
Why don't you understand
Lock myself in my room
Darkness accepting what you refused
Do you love me?
Will you love me?
Do you love me?
Will you love me?
Ignored it for years so I wrote a song
Made my mind steer, do you know what's wrong?
The pounding of the strings
Makes my eardrums ring
I know you can hear
Do you know why there's tears?
What I am, who I am
Why don't you understand
Lock myself in my room
Darkness accepting what you refused
Do you love me?
Will you love me?
Do you love me?
Will you love me?
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Still
03:00
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Alone with my thoughts clawing like a devil
Lying so long it rots, to get away I'd kill
Lying in bed trapped inside my head
Climbing and climbing only feelings of dread
At the precipice of ruin
Constructed of my sin
The devil and I kiss
As we step off begin
Blades cut deep
To my heart, they sweep
Twist as they reap
And my life they keep
Another night alone
But I can hear my phone
Block out all the stones they've thrown
Eyes ceiling bound
What else is there to do
Fallen to the ground I found
A new truth
And yet I carry on
Till I see the dawn
Reflect in your eyes
So I will still try
And yet I carry on
Till I see the dawn
Reflect in your eyes
So I will still try
Blades cut deep
To my heart, they sweep
Twist as they reap
And my life they keep
Another night alone
But I can hear my phone
Block out all the stones they've thrown
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6. |
Intoxication
02:24
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Sipping away
Empty house
Thinking about my days
Quiet as a mouse
The monsters out of sight
They speak to me all night
Making wrongs to rights
Why is there still fright?
Intoxication don't ruin the fun
Took so much I am stunned
But I'm far from done
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maggots crawl from blackened wounds
Fiendish fire I thirst
To smolder this scourge I've brewed
Slipping away
Pages torn out
Doomed lead me astray
Close my eyes and shout
Intoxication you're far from done
Annihilation is here for the fun
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maggots crawl from blackened wounds
Fiendish fire I thirst
To smolder this scourge I've brewed
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7. |
Dead End Road
02:15
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Dead end road
Steel noise
Took what's owed
Drowned my voice
Innocent nature up in fire
Screamed for help
But to them, it's just a prize
Hellfire rains upon the land while the monsters crawl
Vitrol poison spreads across the land as we watch the downfall
Saving grace, way too late
Sins of hate, bar the gate
Warning signs
All ignored
No lifeline
Still encores
Hellfire rains upon the land while the monsters crawl
Vitrol poison spreads across the land as we watch the downfall
Saving grace, way too late
Sins of hate, bar the gate
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Remember the Days
03:27
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Remember the days when we'd sit at the park
Rainbow candy and a guitar
Remember the days when we'd hike up trails
A breath of fresh air as you exhale
The world spins and never stops
Machines that work you till you drop
I know we are meant for so much more
So lets break our chains and find what we are searching for
The shock and horror with each passing year
Hold on to our hearts, at least we're right here
Find your home in the stars, not too far
Shining bright, lead the way
To the light, to havens gray
The world spins and never stops
Machines that work you till you drop
I know we are meant for so much more
So lets break our chains and find what we are searching for
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Clear
03:24
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Secrets spilled on a park bench
Fallen like tears
To the Earth it drenched
Labored like gears
Living life with a mask on
Cried like an angel
Moving like a pawn
Filling up this old well
What's dark on one side?
What's covered in scars?
This shining light, this prince of stars
Sweet scent of the night
You make me feel alright
By my side for years
You make my mind clear
Sweet touch of your kiss
You make me feel bliss
By my side for years
You make my mind clear
Then I met him miles away
Saved me like a soldier
Then we walked through that archway
Now we leave like a blur
What's shining with life?
What's silver and grand?
These spoken vows, this wedding band
Sweet scent of the night
You make me feel alright
By my side for years
You make my mind clear
Sweet touch of your kiss
You make me feel bliss
By my side for years
You make my mind clear
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10. |
Cosmic Blue
04:18
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Lowered whispers sing beyond the glass
In the stars, they stir like shining brass
In the sky, they dance
Melodies sway like a trance
Stars shine given the chance
And melodies sway like a trance
Planetary light
Takes away our fright
The night sky twinkles in your eyes
As comets fly by
Love with the heat of the sun
Spark in your eyes just like stars in the sky
When galaxies are said and done
We're all that's left, memories on an old cassette
Flying through space
Leaving our last trace
I don't mind, I'm with you
Forever here in the cosmic blue
Astral sky, the gems in the dark
The one thing money cannot buy
The wonder in your heart
The Milky Way, that's where we stay
Its mystery for the few
The Milky Way, that's where we stay
And it's where I met you
Love with the heat of the sun
Spark in your eyes just like stars in the sky
When galaxies are said and done
We're all that's left, memories on an old cassette
Flying through space
Leaving our last trace
I don't mind, I'm with you
Forever here in the cosmic blue
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11. |
Twilight
03:04
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The autumn horizon paints a picture
Of a sea in the sky with swirling gold
The clouds dance around the sun as the moon soars
Hurling leaves to the sky as the stars manifold
Sunsets behind the plateau
Waving goodbye with shadows
Invite the lanterns from the heaven above us
Cosmos we'll see, take my hand just this once
In the grace of twilight
All is at ease
Stars gloss the sky and tell a tale we'll never forget
Mystic constellation sight carried on a breeze
Art lines the sky and paints a tale we'll never forget
Sunsets behind the plateau
Waving goodbye with shadows
Invite the lanterns from the heaven above us
Cosmos we'll see, take my hand just this once
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12. |
How This Ends
03:38
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Clock hands make their move
Knife sits in your hand
Sweat forms like a glue
Blood is in demand
But that's just how you feel
Sitting in this empty room
That's just what the heart feels
Like a looming certain doom
Now you ask yourself
Am I alone?
Not till you've gone through hell
Will you know
But maybe you have
And your heart hurts to last
And your mind splits in half
And you just laugh
Question yourself, do you belong here?
Then it holds you, your choking fear
Dig your own grave, that's what they crave
Lie in the dirt content, is that how this ends?
The pain's too much to bear
But life's hardly fair
But we try all we can
With what's in hand
Crimson eyes
Peering down
From the treetops like razor blades
Crimson sky
Falling down
Slicing through like razor blades
Question yourself, do you belong here?
Then it holds you, your choking fear
Dig your own grave, that's what they crave
Lie in the dirt content, is that how this ends?
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