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Anecdote For Us

by NathanSquarez

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Blood-Red 02:50
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I lie down in bed Bathing in the forlorn blue light Held on by a thread Debating what's wrong or right I have time to waste So why do I haste I guess it's just a trace To my fallen grace I know it's just in my head But it feels like my eyes will bleed blood-red My own knives cut my condemned Now it feels like my heart will beat blood-red I lie down in bed Bathing in some rich depressants Cut loose by a thread This is not at all what I meant I have time to waste So why would I haste I guess it's just a trace To my fallen grace This fear gives me no mercy My mind isn't free Lay me to rest In a grave unblessed I know it's just in my head But it feels like my eyes will bleed blood-red My own knives cut my condemned Now it feels like my heart will beat blood-red Beat blood-red
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I Have You 02:46
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Pain you know how I feel Cutting through like cold hard steel Rip into my flesh Tell me something I'll never forget Judgement day kills the weak where they lay One last yell, sound the death knell Fall alone through the abyss Hit the rocks with a kiss Tear through skin and through sin Lie shattered, blood splattered Calls to the skies unanswered Not even a small whisper Look into my eyes I'm alone Behind them an empty throne Judgement day kills the weak where they lay One last yell, sound the death knell Fall alone through the abyss Hit the rocks with a kiss Tear through skin and through sin Lie shattered, blood splattered But despite it all I have you You take away the pain I have you
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Someday 02:19
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Feel the air cut like shards of ice It's only fair to pay the price Maybe someday we'll find a home Maybe someday we won't be alone Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here clothed in fear Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here shedding tears Slink back into your mess Take this chance to acquiesce Trapped in the dark The pale moon shines Blood runs black as my bones start to crack Maybe someday we'll find a home Maybe someday we won't be alone Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here clothed in fear Kingdoms fall, peasants crawl, and we're here shedding tears
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Felt Like 03:06
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Felt like I was gonna crash so I wrote a song Made my feelings clash, do you know what's wrong? Felt like I was gonna crash, made my feelings clash The pounding of the strings Makes my eardrums ring I know you can hear Do you know why there's tears? What I am, who I am Why don't you understand Lock myself in my room Darkness accepting what you refused Do you love me? Will you love me? Do you love me? Will you love me? Ignored it for years so I wrote a song Made my mind steer, do you know what's wrong? The pounding of the strings Makes my eardrums ring I know you can hear Do you know why there's tears? What I am, who I am Why don't you understand Lock myself in my room Darkness accepting what you refused Do you love me? Will you love me? Do you love me? Will you love me?
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Still 03:00
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Alone with my thoughts clawing like a devil Lying so long it rots, to get away I'd kill Lying in bed trapped inside my head Climbing and climbing only feelings of dread At the precipice of ruin Constructed of my sin The devil and I kiss As we step off begin Blades cut deep To my heart, they sweep Twist as they reap And my life they keep Another night alone But I can hear my phone Block out all the stones they've thrown Eyes ceiling bound What else is there to do Fallen to the ground I found A new truth And yet I carry on Till I see the dawn Reflect in your eyes So I will still try And yet I carry on Till I see the dawn Reflect in your eyes So I will still try Blades cut deep To my heart, they sweep Twist as they reap And my life they keep Another night alone But I can hear my phone Block out all the stones they've thrown
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Intoxication 02:24
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Sipping away Empty house Thinking about my days Quiet as a mouse The monsters out of sight They speak to me all night Making wrongs to rights Why is there still fright? Intoxication don't ruin the fun Took so much I am stunned But I'm far from done Maybe I'm just cursed Maggots crawl from blackened wounds Fiendish fire I thirst To smolder this scourge I've brewed Slipping away Pages torn out Doomed lead me astray Close my eyes and shout Intoxication you're far from done Annihilation is here for the fun Maybe I'm just cursed Maggots crawl from blackened wounds Fiendish fire I thirst To smolder this scourge I've brewed
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Dead End Road 02:15
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Dead end road Steel noise Took what's owed Drowned my voice Innocent nature up in fire Screamed for help But to them, it's just a prize Hellfire rains upon the land while the monsters crawl Vitrol poison spreads across the land as we watch the downfall Saving grace, way too late Sins of hate, bar the gate Warning signs All ignored No lifeline Still encores Hellfire rains upon the land while the monsters crawl Vitrol poison spreads across the land as we watch the downfall Saving grace, way too late Sins of hate, bar the gate
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Remember the Days 03:27
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Remember the days when we'd sit at the park Rainbow candy and a guitar Remember the days when we'd hike up trails A breath of fresh air as you exhale The world spins and never stops Machines that work you till you drop I know we are meant for so much more So lets break our chains and find what we are searching for The shock and horror with each passing year Hold on to our hearts, at least we're right here Find your home in the stars, not too far Shining bright, lead the way To the light, to havens gray The world spins and never stops Machines that work you till you drop I know we are meant for so much more So lets break our chains and find what we are searching for
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Clear 03:24
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Secrets spilled on a park bench Fallen like tears To the Earth it drenched Labored like gears Living life with a mask on Cried like an angel Moving like a pawn Filling up this old well What's dark on one side? What's covered in scars? This shining light, this prince of stars Sweet scent of the night You make me feel alright By my side for years You make my mind clear Sweet touch of your kiss You make me feel bliss By my side for years You make my mind clear Then I met him miles away Saved me like a soldier Then we walked through that archway Now we leave like a blur What's shining with life? What's silver and grand? These spoken vows, this wedding band Sweet scent of the night You make me feel alright By my side for years You make my mind clear Sweet touch of your kiss You make me feel bliss By my side for years You make my mind clear
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Cosmic Blue 04:18
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Lowered whispers sing beyond the glass In the stars, they stir like shining brass In the sky, they dance Melodies sway like a trance Stars shine given the chance And melodies sway like a trance Planetary light Takes away our fright The night sky twinkles in your eyes As comets fly by Love with the heat of the sun Spark in your eyes just like stars in the sky When galaxies are said and done We're all that's left, memories on an old cassette Flying through space Leaving our last trace I don't mind, I'm with you Forever here in the cosmic blue Astral sky, the gems in the dark The one thing money cannot buy The wonder in your heart The Milky Way, that's where we stay Its mystery for the few The Milky Way, that's where we stay And it's where I met you Love with the heat of the sun Spark in your eyes just like stars in the sky When galaxies are said and done We're all that's left, memories on an old cassette Flying through space Leaving our last trace I don't mind, I'm with you Forever here in the cosmic blue
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Twilight 03:04
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The autumn horizon paints a picture Of a sea in the sky with swirling gold The clouds dance around the sun as the moon soars Hurling leaves to the sky as the stars manifold Sunsets behind the plateau Waving goodbye with shadows Invite the lanterns from the heaven above us Cosmos we'll see, take my hand just this once In the grace of twilight All is at ease Stars gloss the sky and tell a tale we'll never forget Mystic constellation sight carried on a breeze Art lines the sky and paints a tale we'll never forget Sunsets behind the plateau Waving goodbye with shadows Invite the lanterns from the heaven above us Cosmos we'll see, take my hand just this once
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How This Ends 03:38
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Clock hands make their move Knife sits in your hand Sweat forms like a glue Blood is in demand But that's just how you feel Sitting in this empty room That's just what the heart feels Like a looming certain doom Now you ask yourself Am I alone? Not till you've gone through hell Will you know But maybe you have And your heart hurts to last And your mind splits in half And you just laugh Question yourself, do you belong here? Then it holds you, your choking fear Dig your own grave, that's what they crave Lie in the dirt content, is that how this ends? The pain's too much to bear But life's hardly fair But we try all we can With what's in hand Crimson eyes Peering down From the treetops like razor blades Crimson sky Falling down Slicing through like razor blades Question yourself, do you belong here? Then it holds you, your choking fear Dig your own grave, that's what they crave Lie in the dirt content, is that how this ends?

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Composed, written, performed, and produced by Nathan Almario

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released February 11, 2024

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